random.. woah 30th post?

this sux.
everything is falling apart...
calm down k-chan...
you're panicking...
everything is okay...
smile ^-^ breathe...

no its not okay...
life is dandy actually! but i dont like breaktimes anymore... fuyushi and kinichi really dont get it. lately i've seen sachie all on her lonesome. the least that i want is for the 2 nitwitts to not stay with her. god, i dunno if im supposed to be pissed or not. i bet they're not even thinking of the secret eloborate plan for our organization. *cries*

sachie is always alone! why! i cant stand it! yeah.. i get pissed at her sometimes... but that doesnt erase the fact that we were once friends!

eversince THAT DAY.. all started crumbling... heck... I dont even spend time with fuyushi and kinichi much myself! it's okay that they're spending time with the family... after all, it's hard to get mizu to talk to you ^-^... but... still... i myself even stay in the classroom reading books all those hours... studying sometimes... i'd prolly also be training starting next week. gosh mizu is SO good at chess.. gwarg..

oh wells...

back to sachie...
gosh... even if we're not talking still she's all that i can think of. i wish that fuyushi and kinichi could see that sachie doesnt wish to spend time with those damned vixens that hunt her down. everyone dont really mean what they say... and that includes sachie...
sure. she can be a pain. sure, sometimes whatever she says can be hurtful to some... BUT IT DOESNT MEAN THAT SHE MEANS IT! she doesnt deserve to be alone...
I do...

i dont get why she always has to suffer...
everytime i hear from her it seems that she's always in pain...
why does she have the sucky end of the deal?
she should be happier right?! BUT WHY ISNT SHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why am i caring?
[voice: coz you used to be friends... OH shut up >.>]

erase.erase.erase.erase.erase.erase.erase.erase.erase.erase.erase.erase..


THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS!

god, tofu is SUCH a character. she really knows how to gross people out.. and how to piss a lot of us off ^-^

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chess... grumble... headache... T_T....

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i still havent finished the da vinci code... cries... I WILL FINISH IT TODAY!

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I HAVE 621 HITS IN DEVART! oh joy of wondrous joys! :D im soo happy ^_^ [i know its a small number... but its an achievement :D]

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im meeting ate nikka today! woot! i'll see her [said to be long] hair :D!

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i miss kit-san... [nicole]

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i wonder if i have enough money for starbucks... hmm... la lalala lala

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Robert Langdon.. hehe... adorably witty :D