FAIR!
OMG! SALVATION TO THE ULTIMACY! INTERNET AT LAST BABY!
sigh...
yes... it's the second day of our fair here in SPCP!!! finally i get to have a break from ramayana and all the other crap that's been making me paranoid since the vacation ended... what's worse is that i have no internet to keep me busy.. goo thing im finally reading my Phantom of the Opera book. It's been quite a while... but there isnt much progress... too much noise... >.<
I also thought that I'd be able to spend more time with my friends... im talking about the closest of all the bunch... but it seems that everyone has their own thing during the day, which is quite disappointing. I was looking forward to spending time with them... oh wells. at least its fun to be with my clubmates! :D ^^ its been fun...
the fair started out as fun ^^ i didnt go on any rides yet... i dont feel like it. I plan on going on one ride with my friends.. god knows who will get my second ticket.. actually.. i know very well where that ticket will go to ^^ and i wont regret it ^^
I SAW MS. ARCEO!!!!!!!!!!1 she was my adviser last year! and i havent seen her since the last day of classes! i wanted to see her oh so many times but couldnt! and there she was at the FAIR! at the variety show! at first i didnt recognize her... then i saw her eyes widened after staring at her for a while, she called out my name and then I WAS SURE!!!!!!!!!!1 GOSH! i gave her a BIG HUG! i missed her SOO much! she was just so kind and i cant get over it... i hugged her soo many times i cant remember how much!! i missed her soo much and i was SOO happy to see her i almost _r_e_d... buti na lang hindi ^^. but anyways... i missed her soo much and you have NO idea how happy i was to be lucky enough to see her yesterday...
One thing about this fair is that I've found out something new... which im not entirely fond of. 2 things actually, one of them doesnt affect me much. like i care... pfft, she's got her own life to live and i've got mine :D. Now there's this other thing that made me upset.. so upset that i _r_e_d myself to sleep... well not really. i was just upset due to over analyzation.... that's k-chan for ya! its just that i dont like finding those things out.. especially how that person told me.. its soo friggin negative. and im fed up with people like that! i couldnt stop myself from feeling SO BAD! can you blame me?! i know 2 other people aside from her who have a similar or even worse situation... im being vague... so... hint... hmm. time is not enough to mend their mistakes.. some may be trying their best some may not.. but you cant erase the possibility that they'd be slipping from your sight ever so slowly...
i just couldnt stand the thought... i couldnt take it anymore and i dont know why. i had difficulty from controlling myself when i got home. when i started writting in my journal.. mixed emotions from super happy then down to a steep slope of confusion or whatever i was feeling at the time... sigh. ewan ko na...
anyways. i only have an hour here unless i want to spend another 30 mins here... i'll be editing my layout ^^
~~
Im crazy about you and i dont know why. I cant stop looking at you and waiting for you to smile as my heart cant stop beating when im near enough to feel your presence and smell your perfume. I know that we're not even close enough to have a conversation unless you tell me what to do or ask about something, i just cant stop but wait for that smile that keeps me anticipating throughout
sigh...
yes... it's the second day of our fair here in SPCP!!! finally i get to have a break from ramayana and all the other crap that's been making me paranoid since the vacation ended... what's worse is that i have no internet to keep me busy.. goo thing im finally reading my Phantom of the Opera book. It's been quite a while... but there isnt much progress... too much noise... >.<
I also thought that I'd be able to spend more time with my friends... im talking about the closest of all the bunch... but it seems that everyone has their own thing during the day, which is quite disappointing. I was looking forward to spending time with them... oh wells. at least its fun to be with my clubmates! :D ^^ its been fun...
the fair started out as fun ^^ i didnt go on any rides yet... i dont feel like it. I plan on going on one ride with my friends.. god knows who will get my second ticket.. actually.. i know very well where that ticket will go to ^^ and i wont regret it ^^
I SAW MS. ARCEO!!!!!!!!!!1 she was my adviser last year! and i havent seen her since the last day of classes! i wanted to see her oh so many times but couldnt! and there she was at the FAIR! at the variety show! at first i didnt recognize her... then i saw her eyes widened after staring at her for a while, she called out my name and then I WAS SURE!!!!!!!!!!1 GOSH! i gave her a BIG HUG! i missed her SOO much! she was just so kind and i cant get over it... i hugged her soo many times i cant remember how much!! i missed her soo much and i was SOO happy to see her i almost _r_e_d... buti na lang hindi ^^. but anyways... i missed her soo much and you have NO idea how happy i was to be lucky enough to see her yesterday...
One thing about this fair is that I've found out something new... which im not entirely fond of. 2 things actually, one of them doesnt affect me much. like i care... pfft, she's got her own life to live and i've got mine :D. Now there's this other thing that made me upset.. so upset that i _r_e_d myself to sleep... well not really. i was just upset due to over analyzation.... that's k-chan for ya! its just that i dont like finding those things out.. especially how that person told me.. its soo friggin negative. and im fed up with people like that! i couldnt stop myself from feeling SO BAD! can you blame me?! i know 2 other people aside from her who have a similar or even worse situation... im being vague... so... hint... hmm. time is not enough to mend their mistakes.. some may be trying their best some may not.. but you cant erase the possibility that they'd be slipping from your sight ever so slowly...
i just couldnt stand the thought... i couldnt take it anymore and i dont know why. i had difficulty from controlling myself when i got home. when i started writting in my journal.. mixed emotions from super happy then down to a steep slope of confusion or whatever i was feeling at the time... sigh. ewan ko na...
anyways. i only have an hour here unless i want to spend another 30 mins here... i'll be editing my layout ^^
~~
Im crazy about you and i dont know why. I cant stop looking at you and waiting for you to smile as my heart cant stop beating when im near enough to feel your presence and smell your perfume. I know that we're not even close enough to have a conversation unless you tell me what to do or ask about something, i just cant stop but wait for that smile that keeps me anticipating throughout
posted by: moi @ 7:18 PM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home