glad i didnt forget

There was something that I forgot to do before the year ended... am gosh... I was even eager to type it down before the school had ended... anywho...

SY 2005-2006

I began that school year with a very heavy heart, where people who knew why grieved with me. However, this year had a lot of unexpected occurences.

I lost someone who was truly dear to me... you have no idea what how much tears I've shed whenever each day would come by... whenever I am remembered of that face, that face who touched my heart and left a mark that reminded me to be myself... always...

Then I found others who have embraced me more for who I was... they taught me things and guided me through hell. I've met new friends who've shared my pain and anguish, those who I've shared what kind of a person I was... people who I werent afraid to tell some information.... these people... my classmates.... yes... people who've been with me throughout the year who've known my hardship and for them I would gladly spend time with to help them out whenever needed...

I THANK YOU ALL...

Let's not forget the other people who have given a historical remembrance to my life... I have met new friends outside that room... and I've made even better friends with the acquiantances that I once called, now I have an Achie and a bunch of cousins as well. Though some cousins were a BIG PAIN IN THE ASS, some I've come to forgive, others... well... I'm working on it ;P

This year I didnt hesitate on showing my real self... or at least explored another part of me... I learned to be more compassionate, there's an actual kid in this heart, there's someone who has more capabilities of becoming the best she can... I can actually be responsible!!! who'da thunk it??, I learned to cry [again, and again and again...] I learned to be rational about my decissions and that if I'm gone others will deffinitely perish [I'm not being big-headed... but it's true]... I ACTUALLY PRAY NOW... influenced by some of my beloved classmates and also because of someone who can actually make the subject C.L. seem like something other than some nonesense subject.... ^-^

I would love to make tribute to all that have been there for me whenever I'd be in some breakdown or those days when I was in GRAVE depression... but I'm afraid that I know that not a lot of people view this sorry excuse of a blog... so it doesnt really matter ^_^ at least I know... this is ONE way to say thanks :D

THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO'VE BEEN THERE
Those who've stuck to me
Those who've seen me cry
Those who knew that I've cried
Those who hugged me and thanked me
Coz it's my turn to thank you...
It's been a wonderful year





forget the sappyness... I just wanted to seem sentimental for once hehe...

SEE YOU ALL NEXT YEAR!