After 99 bottles of beer
ahem ahem. if you dont wish to read emo, shallo "mababawness", i suggest that you'd go to a different site/blog :D
A while ago I felt sooooo down. I mean to the point that I was ready to punch a wall, curse in my room, break a glass or plate or two. I was really pissed off.
The reason why I felt that is because of a VERY shallow reason.
Just blame me for it coz it has happened before and it will always happen in life. I cant find a way to get rid of this "disorder" that I have O_o. I find it like a disorder when I get things wrong. Im talking academically. I really have a problem when I fail things or just get one or two mistakes. I dislike it, entirely.
Fudge, I still have it somewhere in my head and it wont shut up. No sort of optimism can get rid of it. It takes time for this to go bye bye. oh well, I cant do anything. I have to live life, I cant take back the seconds Im wasting just ranting in my head, in a corner telling myself on how much of a loser I am.
I know Im a loser, so? lol!!!
Yes, I need to laugh. I need to make fun of myself at this so-called "vulnerable" moment of mine.
Speaking of laughter. Gosh, today (despite my innerheaded-emoness) was sooo filled with soooo much laughter. First was during lunch time, the next was filipino, then it was random jokes during dismissal. Grabe, I guess the whole day balances out XP, there was the sucky sucky freakin sucky part of the day (not only for me though) but there was also that part of the day where I'm glad the day happened.
*sings* 99 bottles of beer on the wall 99 bottles of beer (onwards. lol!)
anyway. yeah, sooo. the point is that it balanced out O_O
though there are some topics that are eating through my head, I will shut up for now. I don want any drama. Nope, no drama. I'm just an emo person who thinks too much and talks to myself too much. Hay, I should stop reading into things. I should stop thinking.... PERIOD!
Oh, and Im starting to warm up to my classroom O_O... just saying O_O
Hay... I just remembered Joan (Santos) . O_O I must e-mail her, send her an offline mssg XP
If you're reading... miss you! ahaha! la lang O_O
A while ago I felt sooooo down. I mean to the point that I was ready to punch a wall, curse in my room, break a glass or plate or two. I was really pissed off.
The reason why I felt that is because of a VERY shallow reason.
Just blame me for it coz it has happened before and it will always happen in life. I cant find a way to get rid of this "disorder" that I have O_o. I find it like a disorder when I get things wrong. Im talking academically. I really have a problem when I fail things or just get one or two mistakes. I dislike it, entirely.
Fudge, I still have it somewhere in my head and it wont shut up. No sort of optimism can get rid of it. It takes time for this to go bye bye. oh well, I cant do anything. I have to live life, I cant take back the seconds Im wasting just ranting in my head, in a corner telling myself on how much of a loser I am.
I know Im a loser, so? lol!!!
Yes, I need to laugh. I need to make fun of myself at this so-called "vulnerable" moment of mine.
Speaking of laughter. Gosh, today (despite my innerheaded-emoness) was sooo filled with soooo much laughter. First was during lunch time, the next was filipino, then it was random jokes during dismissal. Grabe, I guess the whole day balances out XP, there was the sucky sucky freakin sucky part of the day (not only for me though) but there was also that part of the day where I'm glad the day happened.
*sings* 99 bottles of beer on the wall 99 bottles of beer (onwards. lol!)
anyway. yeah, sooo. the point is that it balanced out O_O
though there are some topics that are eating through my head, I will shut up for now. I don want any drama. Nope, no drama. I'm just an emo person who thinks too much and talks to myself too much. Hay, I should stop reading into things. I should stop thinking.... PERIOD!
Oh, and Im starting to warm up to my classroom O_O... just saying O_O
Hay... I just remembered Joan (Santos) . O_O I must e-mail her, send her an offline mssg XP
If you're reading... miss you! ahaha! la lang O_O
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