first week

School is getting to be a super drag.

Well, I cant just judge it automatically coz, it's just the first week. But even so, I've managed to lower my grade because of my stupid over thinking.

I need to stop watching TV, even though it pains me so... lol! Nevertheless, it will be good for me coz I can honestly say, no matter how much I concentrate the images on the TV wont allow the said knowledge to penetrate through, causing stress and self-esteem problems. lol! that last part is a looooooooong story to tell.

This really sucks.

There are more things that suck in this school year though, I cant say who... because I dont know her O_O. She may be an internet jockey and if she finds this entry Im toast O_O. But anyway... yeah O_O

All in all, I'm starting to like school. Coz... yeah. O_O basta... lol!

Sigh. Drama on the first week of school.

Will things ever change in my life? Or in this case, his? My friends would know who I'm talking about.

I think I know why people are down. It's coz they think too much. That's my weakness and it's something that people can get through easily. One way to get over it is to MOVE ON or try to do something about it. THINKING WONT CHANGE ANYTHING IF THE THINGS YOU'RE THINKING ABOUT IS NEGATIVE. If you want positive results, then it's your job to do it. Life wont do it for you.

It's good to seek help from others btw, but it's not healthy to ALWAYS rely on them. Do you want to keep relying on people? Eh akala ko ba ay independent ka? They wont always be there.

And if someone has made the first move, it's up to you to return the gesture by mustering(sp?) up the freakin courage.

I'm almost declaring you hopeless my friend.

Hay. I'm doing homework now, so... tha'sol