wee! boo! lalala

===whachup?===
1. Homework
2. Exams
3. my mental problems XD:
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SHIT NAKAKABANAS!!!!
d'you have any idea how much I hate going home?? And I'm not just talking about the homework, siblings, and my never ending screaming from my mom. Though I'd love to say right now that I entirely despise her lazy fucking fat ass right now... GOD FOR FUCKING BID WOMAN!!!! CANT YOU CHECK YOUR OWN FUCKING E-MAIL?! or if that's all you want... all you have to do is WAIT FOR ME TO FINISH MY FUCKING WORK!!! it's not MY fault that you have nothing else to do except order us around...

shit... anyways...

I HATE IT!!!! (being the k-chan that I am) I always have negative thoughts when I'm bored and alone... k-chan + bored may lead to catastrophe like you have no idea... I HATE GOING HOME!!! i only have one thing to watch and nothing else to look forward to... gaddammit!!!!!!

*sings*I chime in with a "Havent you people ever heard of closing the God damn door?"

I'm drowning my boredome through music... it really helps.

And... I dont mean to be emo... but I'm not liking school all too much either. I mean, I dont get a lot from it (and no, I'm not talking academically). I always go home with a pissed off attitude. And I dont know what's wrong with me. I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!

Okay. I bet you dont understand me. No one would! well, frankly coz I wont (and never will) tell anyone about it coz I dont want any of my mistakes repeated. I will keep it to myself. No matter how much it sucks like hell. I HATE MY HEAD!!!!

Actually, I wont tell you coz I dont know how to. I'm sorry guys, but something is really bothering me, I know why... but really, I'll never tell you.

To those who've seen me bashing my head with a filecase during recess last monday, or to the people I glared at after bashing my head with my filecase, I give my DEEPEST and my MOST SINCERE apologies. ahehe. I REALLY wasnt myself. TT____TT

*sings diff song*I see through her smile! I dont trust these eyes! SHE'S A WALKING LIEEEEEEEEEE!!

I want to go to school. I'd rather do work than have the agony of these continuing thoughts over and over and over again. Speaking of which... gotta print my photo essay ^_^ weeee!! plus points if I submit early ^_____^