Drastic Decision
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! I have no idea but I just had a sudden drop of confidence. I mean, I REALLY CAN'T TAKE IT!!! Before I got home to the "new house" I suddenly felt incredibly pissed. I felt so bad about something I did today and that small move made my whole day crumble into bits.
No. I'm not talking about my embarassing yet hillarious stumble this morning during P.E. (though I have to admit that it was incredibly hillarious!) I survived with just scratches with matching bruises.
Anyway, disregard that. I REALLY CAN'T FUCKING TAKE IT!! And before I came home I felt like crying in the car for no apparent reason. And tomorrow, I may do something really drastic. If not tomorrow, then probably depending on when the outcome of a certain something will happen. Actually, wether it would be a good or bad outcome, nevertheless, you will hate me for it. The people who specially are hoping for me to make it will hate me. I may be the only gutsy one to do it in the group.
I dont know why I suddenly thought of these things. Yeah, it may be pretty selfish of me. But then again, I dont really give a damn about everyone's opinion regarding what I do. All I can say is, I think this is all too much for me to handle. And plus, there are a lot more people who deserve my place more than I dream it to be. I'm making life easier for them.
All you need to know is... I GIVE UP! I'M FULL OF SHIT! AND I SUCK AS MUCH AS A BABY SUCKS HIS BOTTLE!
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ITO PA! GRRRR!!! ISA NANAMANG BWISIT SA BUHAY KO!!! DI KA NA LANG TUMIGIL NO?!! IILANG TAON NA NARIYAN KA AT DI MO PA AKO TINITIGILAN!!! HALOS IKAW ANG DAHILAN KUNG BAKIT GUSTO UMIYAK ARAW ARAW!! PARATI NLNG NA MERON KANG PROBLEMA!! AT ISA PA, AYAW MO NAMAN SABIHIN SA AKIN!!! BAKIT?! BAKIT?! BAKIT?! HA?!!
AKO BA ANG PROBLEMA? MAY GUSTO KA BANG SABIHIN?! SABIHIN MO LANG DEMMIT!! SABIHIN MO LANG!! SUNTOKIN MO AKO KUNG GUSTO MO!! KASI, ALAM MO... NASASAKTAN DIN AKO!!! ILABAS MO NA KASI ANG GALIT MO!! ALAM MO NAMAN KUNG WALA KANG SINASABI PAKIRAMDAM KO NA AKO ANG PROBLEMA!!
Hindi ko nga lang alam kung bakit hanggang sa oras na ito... basta. Wag na. Baka lumaki pa ang problema. LECHE!!
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Ranting in Tagalog... it's never a good sign. Seriously... I also appologize for the fucked up grammar XP
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P.S. Salamat Cor sa gamot. Ang laki ng tulong niya para sa akin. ^^
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Extra note: Yeah, I may be offline for quite a while too ^^ ahehehe, considering the new move and all XP. BUT NOTHING CAN KEEP ME AWAY FROM THE INTERNET!!! mwahahahahahahaha!
No. I'm not talking about my embarassing yet hillarious stumble this morning during P.E. (though I have to admit that it was incredibly hillarious!) I survived with just scratches with matching bruises.
Anyway, disregard that. I REALLY CAN'T FUCKING TAKE IT!! And before I came home I felt like crying in the car for no apparent reason. And tomorrow, I may do something really drastic. If not tomorrow, then probably depending on when the outcome of a certain something will happen. Actually, wether it would be a good or bad outcome, nevertheless, you will hate me for it. The people who specially are hoping for me to make it will hate me. I may be the only gutsy one to do it in the group.
I dont know why I suddenly thought of these things. Yeah, it may be pretty selfish of me. But then again, I dont really give a damn about everyone's opinion regarding what I do. All I can say is, I think this is all too much for me to handle. And plus, there are a lot more people who deserve my place more than I dream it to be. I'm making life easier for them.
All you need to know is... I GIVE UP! I'M FULL OF SHIT! AND I SUCK AS MUCH AS A BABY SUCKS HIS BOTTLE!
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ITO PA! GRRRR!!! ISA NANAMANG BWISIT SA BUHAY KO!!! DI KA NA LANG TUMIGIL NO?!! IILANG TAON NA NARIYAN KA AT DI MO PA AKO TINITIGILAN!!! HALOS IKAW ANG DAHILAN KUNG BAKIT GUSTO UMIYAK ARAW ARAW!! PARATI NLNG NA MERON KANG PROBLEMA!! AT ISA PA, AYAW MO NAMAN SABIHIN SA AKIN!!! BAKIT?! BAKIT?! BAKIT?! HA?!!
AKO BA ANG PROBLEMA? MAY GUSTO KA BANG SABIHIN?! SABIHIN MO LANG DEMMIT!! SABIHIN MO LANG!! SUNTOKIN MO AKO KUNG GUSTO MO!! KASI, ALAM MO... NASASAKTAN DIN AKO!!! ILABAS MO NA KASI ANG GALIT MO!! ALAM MO NAMAN KUNG WALA KANG SINASABI PAKIRAMDAM KO NA AKO ANG PROBLEMA!!
Hindi ko nga lang alam kung bakit hanggang sa oras na ito... basta. Wag na. Baka lumaki pa ang problema. LECHE!!
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Ranting in Tagalog... it's never a good sign. Seriously... I also appologize for the fucked up grammar XP
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P.S. Salamat Cor sa gamot. Ang laki ng tulong niya para sa akin. ^^
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Extra note: Yeah, I may be offline for quite a while too ^^ ahehehe, considering the new move and all XP. BUT NOTHING CAN KEEP ME AWAY FROM THE INTERNET!!! mwahahahahahahaha!
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