Poetry anyone??

"I tried to cry but couldnt

I wanted to so why didnt I?

I was too busy even to cry

I couldnt talk much

I didnt say much about it

I couldnt tell anyone

Those bastards wont even understand

Coz I wont tell them

It seems that they're in their own realms to care

I wanted to cry but I couldnt

I guess this is the consequence of my fortunes

I doubt them and then they become my misfortunes"

Obviously there's a lot in my head right now. For those who've noticed my empty headedness today, sorry ah. My day started out shitty. Real shitty. Actually, it started out just fine, until I found out some shitty news before I entered room 2 for geom. Real shitty. It ruined half my day.

But anyway. The stuff up there isnt really applying to me right now. It was just how I felt for a few hours. Ahehe.

This week has been pretty hectic.
There wasnt a night where I slept before 12am just for the sake of me being able

to finish my stuff for school. Which I dont even accomplish. Imagine that! That's

how busy I've been.

Not only that it's been hectic, it's been... well... amazing too!

I cant tell you how amazingly bumbed I am about it too. It's great that all

opportunities are starting to come to me, but why does it seem like I DONT

DESERVE IT!!!! NOT AT ALL!!!!

These things are too good to be true.

This year is too good to be true.

It probably means I'm going to die. haha!

"I tried looking for someone

but I couldnt stand

I was bound by trivial matters

All because of my damning paranoia.

I wanted someone's company

to calm myself down

and for some reason... you're the only one I thought of

Why? I dont know

It just seems like no one's opinion matters other than yours

it just seems logical

and you're the only person I know who seems to care..."

with that last statement... I guess there are 2 I can think of... ahehe...

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omg. why do I feel sick all of a sudden.
Shit, kawawa ako. I still have to walk home haha!!

...ui! i just noticed that the random italisized stuff looks like poems!! haha! cool! random accidental poem! OH YEAH!