Rollercoastah

Woot! New Layout! hahaha!

Inspired by Surf's Up. (DUH.....)

I <3 Chicken Joe XD, 'cause I <3 Jon Heder XD!

He's just so adorable. ^^

But despite its adorableness... sooner or later, I bet I'd be changing this layout back to my old one. XD

A happy theme does NOT suit me since most of my entries contain angst, spite and disdain to the world.

I just put this up for the heck of it XD

Anywho.

Yesterday. @___@. It was a looong day for me.

No words can describe the shock, boredom, and hyper-weird-craziness (and terrible fucked up awkwardness) that happened all in ONE day.

end XD.

This entry does not give justice to yesterday's happenings xD

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Despite all the wonderfully fun things that occurred yesterday, there were some things that continued to twist my guts that day.

One is the sickening fact that people live their lives so carelessly.

(But in fairness to you. Dude... you're YOUNG. So, you'll live.) << Not referring to anyone in our Long Table :)

The other is how some can NOT let go of the godforsaken past. I didn't want to be reminded of "it" (at least on that day) and it's just REALLY annoying to recall how much of a bitch I was in the past and how you hated me so much for it. Guilt is something I didnt want to feel during a time when you actually want to have fun. Catch my drift?

I wish I could tell you how much you influenced me, how much we NEVER clicked and how I'm GLAD that I dont have to hang with you anymore. But I'm also glad that I havent told you yet XD.

And one disturbing fact is how people can treat you... well, I cant say because someone might read into a specific word... let's just say the word is "shit"... or, somewhere along those lines but not so harsh or specific, but still equally disgusting.

It's hard to have fun with these things in your head. XP

Don't get me wrong. It was a lovely day. But some people can just ruin things for you without even knowing it.

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Haha! I told you this layout doesnt suit me XD!

Oh wells, thank God for Frooka for that night ^^ and of course to all my friends who made me forget about those things even if it was just for a while.

click here for image of Frooka

anywho. that's all :). I feel like reading tonight ^^