Self-confuzzlingess...

I feel retarded. Seriously.

Pessimism has totally brain-washed me and GAH!!! I want it GONE...

But it's hard to face the inner battles that dont mean anything.

I mean, being problematic for no reason...

Looking for a reason to be upset...

Being paranoid that not everything may be alright...

I can't turn it off... I just cant...

Or am I just really upset about something I just don't know what it is?

Like... there's too much bombarding my life that I'm just too dazed to pin point which one will push the button that will swivel me down to crazy town.

Whatever it is, please go away. I can't enjoy my days this way *weeps* even on the days that I should REALLY really happy.

~~~ On the Lighter side ~~~

Demmit. I wish I saved the HTML codes from my last layout. @____@

The brightness/happy-theme-ness of this scares me... @____@

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I'm hungry... XD... *bonks head* serves me right for going straight to bed after school.. XP

~~~To the P's I wont face~~~
P1:
I wish you could just get a life already.
I'm just tired of hearing about YOU y'know?
Get a life and start being original, because this "new you" is shit.
There's nothing YOU about it. It's like, a combo of people you want to be but CANT!
Just hearing your name makes me cringe, gag, and my insides hurl. That's how sick you make me feel.
P2:
Rawr. Duuuuude.
Get over it!! TT____TT
Hearing about it makes me think of really bad things T__T (not wrong, but bad). I'm getting scared. I don't want that to happen to me too. Specially for THAT reason TT___TT
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I think I need a bit of another one of my self-adjustment techniques. I'm too bitter about everything XD. Yup, I'd better do it before I do something stupid ^^.

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Maybe I'm just tired...
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Au revoir tut le monde! <<---rawr. Isa pa yung French... XP