I dont know... @___@

The weekend is almost here, and gawd, I have a lot of work to do for our thesis.

I'm glad that my groupmates are doing their part now... I'm giving them jobs to do, updating them on thesis crap constantly, and going back and forth to Mrs. Grafil in order to "strengthen" this stupid study.

(on that note: Ianah, always remember that there are people who care :D [and who will give you a chocolate or two when needed] mareresolve din ang problema mo ^^ okay? kaya yan!! :D)

And... grr... what sucked though from yesterday's visit was that kulang na lang binatukan ako ni Mrs. Grafil. I worked REALLY hard on chapter 2. It was practically 4 pages already, some people even have less. Then she tells me that everything placed there is still not enough.

I felt so "ugh" afterwards.

But I dont blame her... I know that what we gave still wasnt enough. I've seen a particular thesis that's similar to ours back in Ateneo. And her chapter one was I think 21 pages long. Now, I dont think we have to reach that many pages, but after reading it... gah. It makes the intro I made look so inferior!!! >.<

Ang guess what.. even the 186 pages worth of research we did in Ateneo isnt enough... we still need filipino authors to base our RRL/RRS with. Demmit.

Gah. Statistics..... GO ABY!! GO GWENIE!!!! HAHAHAHA!!! KAYA NIYO YAN!!! no way I'm punching any numbers for this thing >_____>.

This had better be worth it. We've spent so much money on this already just from the photo-copying of the articles >___>.... *dies*

Anyway.

School's back obviously. I've been paying less attention to the teachers. Now I'm curious about my grade for this quarter XD. Of course I'm not proud of it... but I cant help it.

First it was the stupid heat due to the inferior wiring of the air conditioning. Now, it's 'cause I'm at the back of the class. >.<. It's not a permanent seating arrangement, but it's still distracting.

Little by little I'm becoming more careless... but hey... a person can only do so much.

I dont want to repeat what I did in the second quarter. I was too often too tired to juggle things. In other words... harassed. I dont know how freaky I looked at the time, but I could imagine. XD I mean, if people asked you if you were harassed even if you werent at the time, how would you take it? XD

But hey, this quarter... I dont know anymore. I know I'm not harassed (yet) that's for sure. But I just dont want to imagine what'll happen by the 19th >___<.

~~~Oh yeah. 'nother random thingy:

Last tuesday I read the First Reading for the mass and ended up sitting beside Ginelle on the stage who was the commentator. So I had to look like a good Paulinian for around 2 hours or so. That included being bored enough to listen to the homily.

It was then I remembered why I didnt like listening during mass. I always think of tons of random stuff that it... well, sucks.

My point is that I thought of something random that it upset me.

It's nothing major really. It's just one of those thoughts of mine that come and go but I'm too afraid to even consider... it's about life after death. I hate the topic, I hate thinking about it... because it makes me think of what will happen during my last few minutes on earth. Or worse, what if everything just ends in death??

Okay, this is too much of a random morbid topic *cries* XDDDDD

hehehehe ^^

~~~oooh!! quote of the day:

Ano ba "that"?? =)) =)) =))!!

It's not as fuuny when you read it. It's just funny how I said it XD.

stupid me. reacting to my own language flaws. X}

~~~Okay, I'm too random (well, not that random) oh wells. That's all!!

Au revoir Tut le monde! A bientot!! :P