Physically, Mentally, and Emotionally stressed

OMG.

Last week was HELL week. Barely NO sleep week. Headache week. Space out week. and work work work week @__@

I did NOT perform well in my other subjects. And I wanted to cry with the thought of my grades having to plumit down to the zenith of all zeniths. Problem is... I didnt cry, because all I thought of doing was the thesis.

My math grades suck. And I'm not exaggerating like... "omg it's 82% i'm going to dieee!" exag. I'd be lucky to have a fucking 82 goddamnit! You have NO idea how my performance has left me to soon cry... very very very very hard.

What my seatmate said was true.. "You're thinking too much..."... So, how do I not?! right?! I can't relax anymore... it sucks.

GAH!! I'm so fucking stupid.

Anyway. At least our Final final paper is done.

I said it twice because the one we passed last friday wasnt our final paper. We reviewed our paper yesterday only to find SOOOOOOOOOOOO many mistakes @___@. We wondered if we could pass another one and consider it as late @___@.

So, i'll be waiting the whole day for a reply...

Hooooooshit. I can't stop thinking of how stupid I'm becoming in math.

Why? why why?! gah.... I'd die... oh fine... hurt myself... or SOMETHING BAD if something BAD happens to my math grade.

I want a RETEST of all my fucking quizes. I want to RETAKE THEM!!! OMG!!

"You're thinking too much"... it's repeating in my head.

Someone teach me to clear everything else in my head. PLEASE. Before I break down. No... let me break down first. I NEED this off my chest. Gawddemmit.

Is there any good news?? Because I've been posting up rants and raves and shit about my shitty life.

Well.. besides... some unmentionables... I think I'm too pessimistic to consider anything as good news as of the moment.

Gah. When will this school year end?!

Two weeks... just two more weeks.....

...right?

Please say yes..