I'm Proud to be...
I'M. SO. TIRED.
I only had three hours of sleep.
My body's aching like crazy and I don't feel shitty about it at all. ^___^ This is why...
I realized within these past few days how much I have been too overworked. I used to look up to someone because.. well.. she's my boss. Only to find out that I do more work than she does.
It surprised me that a lot of people have told me this. It's not my job to lead, it's someone else's. But when my reputation is at stake, as long as people who would go down as well just because of personal issues, I would do anything even maybe beyond my capabilities to do so.
Initiative. It's something that I've come to learn wholeheartedly today.
I'm Head Artist and I'm helping out with a News special report.I'm no news writer. I'm the only one who could be in charge of the layout. But I know almost nothing about layouting a paper. I "make kulit" people who aren't even under my department.
Three words: What. The. Fuck.
To person(kept anonymous because of an agreement):
You really shocked me today. And although most of the time I curse you from behind, it's only out of habbit. When in reality, I'm glad that you've given me this opportunity. I'm even more glad to know that you've seen potential in me and that maybe, just maybe, I'd be recognized for it. Hopefully my low self-esteem didnt kill my chances.
And it's true, I have learned a lot from being part of this. And I'm SO PROUD that I was able to help out.
Sometimes I just need to be slapped in the face to see the reality of the extent of my capabilities.
It's a good thing I took time trying to look for 7th graders for the special reports, looking for Ms. Pike, looking for Ms. Hernandez(although for an entirely different reason [thesis!! woot!! XD], finding Matrix people and stressing my already tired body all together. Because if I didnt worry so much about it, I wouldn't have known what you guys have been telling me today.
I know I'm going to miss it.
I'm glad that I've learned from it.
I'M PROUD TO BE IN PAULIWORLD.
~~
p.s. [update from last entry]
I'm sticking to ADMU. I'm sticking to AB COM. Coke Advertising, here I come!!
I only had three hours of sleep.
My body's aching like crazy and I don't feel shitty about it at all. ^___^ This is why...
I realized within these past few days how much I have been too overworked. I used to look up to someone because.. well.. she's my boss. Only to find out that I do more work than she does.
It surprised me that a lot of people have told me this. It's not my job to lead, it's someone else's. But when my reputation is at stake, as long as people who would go down as well just because of personal issues, I would do anything even maybe beyond my capabilities to do so.
Initiative. It's something that I've come to learn wholeheartedly today.
I'm Head Artist and I'm helping out with a News special report.I'm no news writer. I'm the only one who could be in charge of the layout. But I know almost nothing about layouting a paper. I "make kulit" people who aren't even under my department.
Three words: What. The. Fuck.
To person(kept anonymous because of an agreement):
You really shocked me today. And although most of the time I curse you from behind, it's only out of habbit. When in reality, I'm glad that you've given me this opportunity. I'm even more glad to know that you've seen potential in me and that maybe, just maybe, I'd be recognized for it. Hopefully my low self-esteem didnt kill my chances.
And it's true, I have learned a lot from being part of this. And I'm SO PROUD that I was able to help out.
Sometimes I just need to be slapped in the face to see the reality of the extent of my capabilities.
It's a good thing I took time trying to look for 7th graders for the special reports, looking for Ms. Pike, looking for Ms. Hernandez(although for an entirely different reason [thesis!! woot!! XD], finding Matrix people and stressing my already tired body all together. Because if I didnt worry so much about it, I wouldn't have known what you guys have been telling me today.
I know I'm going to miss it.
I'm glad that I've learned from it.
I'M PROUD TO BE IN PAULIWORLD.
~~
p.s. [update from last entry]
I'm sticking to ADMU. I'm sticking to AB COM. Coke Advertising, here I come!!
posted by: moi @ 6:24 AM
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