Another Lecture On My Idiocracy

I can't help but be upset. Upset that my idiocracy has once again fulfilled its duties and made me seem more inferior than I already thought I was.

I have Environmental Science (E.S.) for a natural science subject. It's supposed to be one of the easiest courses in Ateneo. Unfortunately, I enrolled myself into a class wherein its prof cares more about concrete analysis of everyday things. In other words, NOT THE OBVIOUS.

As students tend to barely scratch the surfaces of information not needed in their lives, the effect of that makes students the information or subject lightly. Something I have unfortunately done.

Just a few minutes ago, I had just done that. My first quiz in E.S., I feel, is not going to have a grade I hoped I wanted to have by the end of this sem. I want an A damn it! An A for crying out loud! And how do I do that? By daydreaming about what my original character's hair color is going to be and trying to figure out what his pet rock will look like.

I just disapointed myself.

I aiming high and I'm currently missing the target.

I need to work. Effort is not enough. I have to take information in and let it sink.

I have to think harder, think deeper, and stop daydreaming.

Ateneo is not a school for lazy-asses like me.

Claire. Wake up. Get a grip. and stop playing with your DS!

[lol. XD]