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Back from the grave

2010-02-12T00:14:00.000-08:00

OH GOD. I am so frustrated right now!!There are so many things in my mind and it's disrupting my mood!!!GOD.It's enough that I constantly have to update people. Taking so much of my time in order to make updates for people. Trying to remember so much of the things that they need to know! Trying to think of logical ways in order for every one to cooperate. Wasting so much of my load!!!In all

Stupid storm

2009-09-26T04:46:00.000-07:00

I feel so bad right now.I should have been with them in the storm... TT^TTAnd I didn't even do much to help TT^TT...damn it...TT^TT

A daily collection of my favorite FMLs.

2009-09-05T20:02:00.001-07:00

ALL TAKEN FROM http://www.fmylife.com/ and am collecting them as an expression of how much I like them. I am NOT STEALING THEM AS MY OWN."Today, I went out with my family and boyfriend for dinner. We were all having a good time, and suddenly at the end of dinner he decides to kneel down on one knee, take out an engagement ring, and say "I choose you, Pikachu," with a straight face. He was serious

FML

2009-08-11T07:09:00.000-07:00

I used to think FML made me feel better about my life...Now it's not working'cause I feel so fucking shitty.--What happened?... seriously. What happened?....

CARBS WEEKEND

2009-08-08T17:57:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, for breakfast, I decided to have a pastry as my daily carb intake.Later in the day, my coach decides to treat us to Yellow Cab. @__@ I had 2 1/2 slices. EFF.Then, when I get home, I see that the maid didn't prepare anything. So I settled for the mamon in the fridge.I WILL HAVE AN INTENSE GYM DAY TOMORROW.~~~Edit:I had McDonald's today. Fish Fillet Go BigTime with Oreo McFlurry @_______

2009-08-04T07:40:00.000-07:00

In my opinion...The saddest thing ever is when we don't speak to each other.

What about love?

2009-08-04T06:38:00.000-07:00

I was assigned by the bride to invoke a prayer about love...How love is blessed by the Lord, etc. But it seems like that is all there.. She told me that I can edit it, and was glad that I could, 'cause the prayer was honestly shit.I will not deny that the God is the reason why we can love, He is also the reason why we can be happy. He gave us the freedom to feel what we can, and feeling a certain

ANGEL'S DEBUT!

2009-07-19T18:04:00.001-07:00

Was REALLY BONGGA and really AWESOME!HAPPY BIRTHDAY ULIT GEL!:D:D:D:D:DCan't find anything else to say ;P

Selfish Bitch

2009-07-19T17:29:00.000-07:00

Well, at least consider myself to be one at least..But I can't help but think... am I really?I honestly don't know. How would you know if prioritizing your personal life OUTSIDE the family is selfish or not? What if I feel like something is important to ME and NOT YOU? Of course, you wouldn't see it as important and you would think I'm selfish. You would ignore me for around two days before you

FAIL day.

2009-07-14T22:49:00.000-07:00

This is one of the most 'fun' days of studying evah. haha!Last night, after finishing my notes for a Psych long test I swore to stay up the rest of the night memorizing and understanding two chapters worth of concepts. Post-finished notes I decided to do a victory dance to keep me awake since the coffee wasn't kicking in yet. But in an attempt to hype-up I threw myself on the bed momentarily

A thought snagged from, Abby, in multiply...

2009-06-28T20:03:00.000-07:00

(SHET. cheesy. Ayoko na. KILL ME. Why am I posting this? 'cause I'm BORED. and I kinda want to. SHET. KILL ME NOW BEFORE I CLICK POST! GAH!)Every soul mate used to be just a lover...Every lover used to be a fling...Every fling used to be a friend...Every friend used to be a stranger......I'm glad I got to know you :)SHET. SUPER CHEESY. you can like... shun away from me in shame now.WHY PUBLICLY

MY SASSY GIRL

2009-06-28T07:29:00.000-07:00

I can't believe I watched it. SHET. Nakakainis!SUPER KINILIG AKO SA ENDING!Tangina. hahahaha! XDOnly to be documented on this blog and to be embedded onto the minds of those who dare to read this.But. DUDE. The ending seemed so cliche and utterly OBVIOUS on the way it turned out. But it HOW the ending was done is what made it so... so incredibly CHEESY and nakakakilig.I had goose bumps. No

Underappreciated

2009-06-15T06:39:00.000-07:00

Okay, I haven't blogged in a while. My LJ has been more active because I haven't been "less open" lately, so I barely had any use for this. But I just suddenly felt like I have to say something.Today, mom and manong just came back from the states. When I got home, manong wasn't around and my mom was asleep, so I didn't bother trying to think of waking her up.I went to my room and found a stack of

Live.Love.Life.

2009-02-22T16:40:00.000-08:00

Wow, I haven't blogged here in a while.Anyway. Gosh, it's hard to say how life is when you're a pessimist. Well, when it comes to me, I'm a pessimist. But hey, in all realities out of academics life is good.How about love in college? Secret. Haha! It's not something that I'd blog.Any courters? ASA. hahaha! I've been asked that a lot XPHmm... Life?Life depends on how you perceive it. hehehe ;P

Wow...

2008-12-14T06:36:00.000-08:00

My grade just arrived from the mail. I was aware of my QPI since they showed it on the AISIS.I know that my grades are not exactly desirable but I know that I tried hard.When my dad showed it to me, I saw the expression on his face and I asked him "Why... is it low?"Then... straight up... with no thought into his words he just said "Yes". He turned and walked away with a "Grabe ang baba naman ng

Babbling Idiot :D

2008-11-23T01:17:00.001-08:00

Hokay. I'm kinda drunk on soda right now. Demmit.I tried to drink to be hyper enough to do homework, but with the laptop and TV on during a somewhat hot day, I have yet to touch my books.It was either soda or coffee, but I guess it's better that I started with soda. Who knows what coffee would've done to me @.@....Now, I'm a babbling idiot. Hello world!On the bright side, I have been somewhat

Another Lecture On My Idiocracy

2008-11-20T22:00:00.000-08:00

I can't help but be upset. Upset that my idiocracy has once again fulfilled its duties and made me seem more inferior than I already thought I was.I have Environmental Science (E.S.) for a natural science subject. It's supposed to be one of the easiest courses in Ateneo. Unfortunately, I enrolled myself into a class wherein its prof cares more about concrete analysis of everyday things. In other

New Layout! :D

2008-11-16T03:37:00.000-08:00

YEY! An entry on my beloved original blog. :DFINALLY. I've edited you and FINALLY I've made a new layout.Now, I am NOT happy with this layout, truth be told. Something's missing and I can't put my finger on it.Wah! Did I use too many photos? Should I place a border on the header? WHAT eeezzeeet? @___@..Anyway. It's not like I'm in a creative mood right now anyway.Okay. That's all I have for you

Here we go again...

2008-09-27T09:23:00.001-07:00

Hello blog. It's been a while.The sem has been hard, and I know it's going to get harder. Finals is around the corner @_@.I just finished a presentation, and I still have another one to do plus edit my english paper.When I'll study for my math LT?? I do not know. Haha!Anyway, this blog's meant for my downs in life since not a lot of people are aware of this link. Thus people won't know how

Depressed-ified

2008-08-31T16:43:00.000-07:00

Wow. It's been a while since I've blogged.XD~~It's 7 am and I'm not in school.Yey for free cut!! :DI'd rather be home, distracting myself than start concentrating on acads when I know that my mind is going to wander around my terrible loss yesterday.Chess is such a traumatizing sport. One move can make all tthe difference, and oh have I experienced the repercussion of my mistakes so many

O_______o

2008-07-24T10:08:00.000-07:00

The world started spiralling, I was lost and in panic. A look of shock filled my expression as I took a look around. The chaos from the hurricane swept althroughout the valley. It's distruction: uncontrollable. One could only stop an stare.That up thar describes what has happened within the past two weeks.An "F" here, turned to a "D" there. Hating chem more and more. Had a long test in math, and

It can't be helped.

2008-07-09T13:43:00.000-07:00

I was in terrible pain today. An after-effect from last Tuesday's Judo.I was so whiny today that I couldn't stand it. Why can't I just shut up and stop complaining, for once?Anyway, the day's over.Unfortunately.I overslept again. Missed the 10:15 tourney, again. However, I managed to wake up at nearly 3 to catch up to the 3rd portion of the GrandPrix for the day. At least there's compensation.

>____>

2008-07-03T08:24:00.000-07:00

Goddamnit. I'm so emo today.Not the stereotype emo, just plain emotional.I'm so pissed that it's upsetting.There're too many things going through my head that "fake optimism" will soon take its toll.I'm just complaining.My head hurts currently and I'm looking for something to vent about.I'm not making seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeense TT_____TT.Whatever.Stuffs are just upsetting me. And I'd be more pissed to

I feel guilty =(

2008-06-20T10:09:00.001-07:00

The UAAP is fast approaching and I feel like I haven't done everything to prove my worth as a player.I haven't been solving the puzzles during my free time, I've been sleeping instead, I've made so many excuses and there's no excuse for me not picking up my weight.We have a competition tomorrow and I'm not even sleepy.Serves me right for having a nap early in the evening due to a sudden headache.

A Peek Into College Life..

2008-06-14T10:30:00.000-07:00

warning: incredibly long rant. again.I'm looking for something to do while I try to fall asleep. While I do that, this'll be the perfect opportunity for me to rant. Because the moment I woke up from my nap a few minutes ago, I remembered how much I sucked. Thus why I couldn't go back to sleep, no matter how bad I need/want it.Before ranting, and before your day is going to be ruined knowing that

Random Book Jargon XD

2008-05-12T08:58:00.000-07:00

Waaaah!! AUG 7/ JULY 15!!!!!!!When would it be out in the Philippines??!!!!!Waaaaaah!!!What am I talking about???Artemis Fowl and the Time ParadoxBOOK SIX YO! BOOK SIX!!!Why am I suddenly going about this Artemis gibberish again??Well, simple. I finally finished the fifth book after around 2 years of having it concealed in my closet waiting for the "right moment to open it". Apparently the "right

Dubbed: a documentation of some sort..

2008-05-09T09:06:00.000-07:00

Today was fun. Haha!I met with Panda, Marielle-san, Angel, Kim and Hoki. Woot! ^^Our initial purpose was to plan for a base idea for this Nihon-go presentation thingy that they guys's sensei registered them for. And we're taking on Flame of Recka. Coolness XD.There was a Speed Racer movie on the side for the presentation. Sweet xD!It was so bright, shiny, neon and super saturation and contrast-y.

Hihi ^^

2008-04-22T09:19:00.001-07:00

I'm working on some things right now that disoriented my blogger's dashboard. nyaha! Thus why I had the need to post this random entry.Useless. nyahaha!^^~~~Edit:OMG. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!I have to learn an ENTIRELY NEW CONCEPT OF...something.... O______________o???!!!Huwhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat????!!*cries*TT____________________________TTOh well. It's for a good cause.TT________________

Blast from the Past

2008-04-17T01:50:00.000-07:00

Two years ago, it was probably around October, we, the SPCP Chess team attended our first official Chess Tournament.It was the Leviste Cup and it was help in the Blue Eagle Gym of The Ateneo de Manila University.It was a two day event where we had about nine games with 25-30 mins per player.On the ninth game, I think I was in the last board [we call it the "bodega" the loser's area XD] . I was

Three Things: A Survey

2008-04-13T06:38:00.000-07:00

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:~My eyes??~My ability to withstand a lot of work =)~My artsy-ness??THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:~My allergies >_>~My age (coach kasi eh!!!)~My procrastination (although, it has its perks)THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:~Filipino(the next two are some I do NOT believe but are what I've heard from my mom)~Spanish (kasi... Fuerte... WEEEEEH!!!)~

Exasperated...

2008-04-10T06:14:00.000-07:00

[after another talk with my dad]wait lang ah.... you want me to be an accountant, but there's no accountancy in ADMU. No matter what management course I take, I can NOT become an accountant.I did my research, so I should know.Now, your basis for my future are job opportunities.Then you say, why not transfer to UA&P?'cause... THERE'S NO ACCOUNTING. Only management or economics.La Salle?I don't

O_o.... 200th post! XD

2008-04-09T10:08:00.001-07:00

ang guloooooooooooo!! TT_______TT...A few hours ago I asked a cranky daddy for a copy of my birth certificate. He asked what it was for and I said it was for Varsity. A familiar talk suddenly fluttered by oh so conviniently...dad: What course are you going to take ba?me: AB COM...why?dad: Why don't you take Management Engineering? Baka may mapuntahan ka pa sa states dun...It was a more extreme "

New..

2008-03-29T04:25:00.000-07:00

Summer calls for a new layout. Only because I have more time. hahahaha!weeeee!!The Pauliworld was passed last monday, the debut's over... so... yeah... I guess I really am free. hehe ^^ahehe ^^;;The header's just to show off my new brushes. haha!wee ^____^Okay. Tha'sol. I don't have much to say.OH YEAH!I'm legal!! haha!!okay, now, tha'sol.^_____________________^

Over

2008-03-28T05:59:00.000-07:00

[tired. not big on details today. generalized entry]YES!~ Debut prep is ovah 'cause the event is ovah. haha! FINALLEH!I dont have to be HB anymore.T'was fun, the debut I mean.No one expected it to be that.... formal. Oh well, at least people had fun.The dress wasn't so horrid. ('cause I fixed it.)I didn't expect to dance with so many guys @_@. Half of whom are people who I've met for the first

Ill, probably sick.. thoughts, I mean

2008-03-27T07:09:00.000-07:00

[not emo. but can be labeled as such. though morbid. emo is NOT morbid.]*read with a sarcastic happiness sort of tone =)*I'm such a bad daughter... if that is what I really am in her gawdforsaken eyes.Hmm... How do I kill her in my dreams?there are so many ways... can't think of one.Amazingly no one is crying in the funeral though.Make me do a eulogy, I'd laugh all the while.Do I even have the

Good Mood =)

2008-03-19T08:06:00.001-07:00

[A happy entry. Finally :D]Yey!! The party's ovah!!And I don't feel so down about it anymore. We made someone really happy! What's so downing about that? Haha!Well, it's one more thing to not think about.I really needed the past three days though. This break. (Disregarding the stressful Tuesday morning)Monday night was an UNFORGETTABLE night. Let me forget about that afternoon and morning *weeps*

Finding Enlightenment

2008-03-15T12:22:00.000-07:00

(Here's some stuff that I have yet to have ranted out properly. Mainly because, even if I have talked about it, I haven't allowed myself to go "all out" to other people. I'm sorry.. anyway. Intro over....)Now I remember why I like working.Literally, just a few minutes ago I was talking to a friend on the phone. We had so many random topics but started out with one in mind.Right now, I want to

Crackerjacks...

2008-03-12T04:42:00.000-07:00

WTF?... the title has no connection to the entry. hahaha!This day... flew by INCREDIBLY fast.One minute I was frantically moving my late ass to the PCH, the next I was eager to bow at the stage and wait for the last girl to get her "diploma".I haven't felt the "Oh my gawd, I'm graduating" feel yet.I haven't totally embraced Admu yet. Eventhough I know that I would DEFINITELY be going there.Rawr.

Even so...

2008-03-11T03:10:00.000-07:00

Okay, I know I should be working since I won't be sleeping because of Pworld. But I couldn't resist but want to post this poem:I AM NOT A STALKERBy:(M. Dee) I'll keep the tissues you throwI'll exalt in the air you breatheI'll preserve the bubbles you blowI'll sleep next to the books you read I'll steal your retainers during lunchI'll write down the clothes you wearI'll frame your leftover Nestle

I'm Proud to be...

2008-03-07T06:24:00.001-08:00

I'M. SO. TIRED.I only had three hours of sleep.My body's aching like crazy and I don't feel shitty about it at all. ^___^ This is why...I realized within these past few days how much I have been too overworked. I used to look up to someone because.. well.. she's my boss. Only to find out that I do more work than she does.It surprised me that a lot of people have told me this. It's not my job to

Fast Approaching: post 2!

2008-02-27T07:05:00.000-08:00

Second post of the day XD. Today has been a day of distractions. ;PI havent studied all that well for physics, and I havent even studied for english yet. And, hello, it's 10:50 pm.But, I just can't help but blog right now about something I realized these past weeks.I have no idea what the gods are doing right now, playing with people's heads, looking for something that they haven't even thought

Glimpse into the Future

2008-02-27T02:32:00.000-08:00

Today, I made the first step into my formal decission of going into ADMU.I called in the Office of Admission to see if I could change my course to AMF, only to find out that I still have to make a letter to see if I'm elligle for AMF.A few minutes later I called again. Knowing that there is no formal accounting course, I had to see if there were other alternative courses, maybe see if I could go

=^____^= <3 <3 <3

2008-02-23T01:48:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! I looove it soooo much!! ^____^ and I still can't believe it. And like I said before.. you still suck TT___TT...I was able to finish 6 drawings today!! In under SIX HOURS!!! hahaha!! XDTHank you THank you THank you THank you THank you THank you THank you THank you THank you THank you THank you THank you THank you THank you THank you THank you THank you THank you THank you THank you THank

Felt like blogging

2008-02-16T06:10:00.001-08:00

Rawr. I'm feeling utterly cheesy today and I can't help it. It's common on saturdays and I'm avoiding certain habits as of the moment.This is the first saturday in more than a month that I havent done anything. As in NOTHING.I slept for about 12 hours from last night, stayed in bed practically the rest of the day.I know, I know, I may be regretting this whole lazying around thing in the near

Physically, Mentally, and Emotionally stressed

2008-02-09T16:09:00.000-08:00

OMG.Last week was HELL week. Barely NO sleep week. Headache week. Space out week. and work work work week @__@I did NOT perform well in my other subjects. And I wanted to cry with the thought of my grades having to plumit down to the zenith of all zeniths. Problem is... I didnt cry, because all I thought of doing was the thesis.My math grades suck. And I'm not exaggerating like... "omg it's 82%

Holleh Motha of Tarts @__@

2008-02-03T07:42:00.000-08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!DAY OF DREAD:FEB. 13, 200810 DAYS TO EDIT!!10 DAYS TO PREPARE!!Breathe. Just breathe. Everything will be alright... I think @__@. I hope. God, I do hope.DEFENSE. THE FENCE! Deee FENCE. @__@..

Upside

2008-01-28T05:29:00.000-08:00

Okay. Even with this gawdforsaken sucky day... there's a good ending to this day...I passed UST.Heh. Who'da thunk it?Just one more result...And a few more days to go..Please Lord...I dont want to go into a Masteral Degree for Economics (UA&P course)Tha'sol...*hoping to not feel like shit anymore please?! thank you.*

Malabong galit

2008-01-28T05:10:00.001-08:00

[CUSSING.. SWEARING.. UBBER MAD.. and ubber sorry TT___TT... you have been warned]Gusto ko umiyak dahil sa ubod ng galit...OMFG. I so FUCKING pissed....Again... a pissed off entry... 'cause.... GAAAAAAAAAH!!! Godforfucking bid!!!! Why do I fucking always have to be in the fucking middle!!!I cant please two people who want seperate things!!!Shit... I'm soooooooooo pissed off!!!!You guys... you

Piiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissed!!!!! TT___TT**

2008-01-17T06:24:00.000-08:00

[Warning: gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!ANGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]GAH! youmotherfuckingknowitallbiatch!!goddamnit.cantyoumindyourownfuckingbusiness!! I do everything I have to with, no doubt, my best.I WILL PASS ADMU BIATCH!!!!Why do you always have to be so ufck!ng pissy???! Huh? Is there a stick up your ginormous flabby ass??I'm SO SORRY IF YOU DONT SEE ME REVIEWING!I PASSED

Who'da thunk it???

2008-01-12T06:12:00.000-08:00

I got my first rejection from a college. But it was expected. I didn't pass UP!!YEEEEEY!!Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!How in the world will I be able to pass U.P. without applying to the colleges other than Diliman?? Hahaha! Course ko pa naman BM and ABM...say it with me world: "IMPOSSIBLE!!"Hahahaha! Anyway... I've had two confirmations already, that makes me happy =).Only two left... one's a

It aint pretty....

2008-01-10T06:20:00.000-08:00

[stress. rant. complaints. blah TT_____TT]Godforbid. The start of the year and I'm already lagging in so many things.THESIS is a nightmare. I've been taking care of it everyday since last sunday. I've been seeing our thesis adviser since monday @___@. And I still havent given those stupid letters to the DepEd personnel.... I don't want to freak out.Hopefully something good will come out of

Stress for the Sake of Relaxation

2008-01-04T12:05:00.000-08:00

Hay. It's 15 minutes before 4 am. I just finished hours of research for a stupid 5 paged essay in french which I plan on elongating if I truly want to gain extra credit for the third quarter. Which, by the way I started almost immediately when I got home from Baguio.Speaking of which, Baguio was really great. Hehe. The view was a great change from Tagaytay's Mayon (or is that Taal..?) volcano.

To the Two to the O and the O to the Eight Babeh!

2008-01-01T18:44:00.000-08:00

What I remember about 2007.***I started it great. I was talking to a good friend on the phone, chatting about Starwars and our plan for the enabling of (c)Xing Wars. Come January to May, was bombarded by crap responsibilities and preparations and all that jam. June, I realized I was going to have a INCREDIBLY sucky fourth year. Thank the hangover from third year's greatness and the sucky

Complaints: Nonsensical Ramblings

2007-12-28T09:03:00.000-08:00

WARNING: RANT!!.. I am being a big baby about nothing. So, to avoid boredness... SHOO!!!Okay. I... AM... OFFICIALLY.... BOREDFor entertainment I'm planning to work as long as I get off my lazy freakin' but and do something about this.GAWD!! I HATE being at home all the time!!I do NOTHING.I get BORED.There's NOTHING to do but eat. Gawd, I DONT want to eat anymore after this grueling experience of

Break

2007-12-17T18:31:00.000-08:00

Sigh. Today will be a dull day I reckon. ;PSchool is over and I'm technically not busy, all I have to do now is do a little bit reading since I have to return some books back to people.Yes, I'm not good at returning things at once unless it's homework, or some soft copy of something.Sigh.I sort of miss work now. Beats doing nothing at home and spending money just to kill time elsewhere. At least

Pleads for myself and for the world

2007-12-04T08:59:00.000-08:00

Bakit kailangan mo akong awayin?Oo na, oo na. Alam kong inabuso kita simula nung nagbago ka.Eh, anong magagawa ko? Busy ako, at kailangan mo yan intindihin.Kailangan kita! Bakit hindi mo yan nakikita?!Nagmamakaawa na ako. Hindi ko kaya na mawawala ka sa mga oras na ito na ako'y nahihirapan, naiiyak, at kung ano pa.Ano ba ang kailangan kong gawin para di mo na akong itatrato ng ganito? Para

UA&P Results

2007-12-02T03:41:00.000-08:00

Yes, I've seen them.And guess what...I GOT IN!!! YEY!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!Congrats also too to:Kat-sama, Sam, Cor, Tintin Hon-Lop, Marielle, Pattamon and Angel!!and all the others who passed of course XDDont believe me??CLICKY THIS LINKY HERE!!hehehehehe ^^I havent tried looking for others who may have applied to UA&P as well. 'cause I dont memorize those who have taken it @___@.Either way... WOOT!! I

Unbearable

2007-11-28T05:55:00.000-08:00

I dont want to work anymore.IM TIRED. I'm shaking. I'm forgetting my other responsibilities.Damn it. Kill me.Anyway.The literary portal is OVER.Thank God.I don't want to be responsible for the class anymore.I never want to do that again. Not with certain people like "them" in there. I mean, gawddemmit, for every time someone snapped at me I just couldn't handle the pressure of not being able to

Work isn't done yet

2007-11-25T09:52:00.000-08:00

Yes, definitely.Damn... we had a five day weekend. And I DIDNT get anything properly done.I still have filipino to work on, chapter 2, 3 and probably 4 by this week, Presscon Regionals to worry about, Pauliworld artworks to worry about, the Literary Portal to worry about, English Sonnet thing, Economics thing, Math project.OH MY FREAKIN GAWD. I JUST REALIZED HOW MUCH I NEED TO GET DONE!!The

Tonight

2007-11-15T06:57:00.000-08:00

I'm currently ubberly bangag right now seeing that I woke up at around 9:35 at night.I've been so tired these days and I havent felt the tiredness of it all. That's a good thing though.Here's something random though...But upon going online, there was this song stuck in head that I havent heard in a while. I looked for the lyrics... then recognized the band name as I played the mp3 file.My bro

WTF-NESS DAY

2007-11-09T04:46:00.001-08:00

[WARNING: long entry]Oh yes... what-the-fcukness day XDAlthough it seems that everytime I'm with my friends in the classroom it's always wtf-ness day. However, this day is a lil' bit more special.First subject today was math. We had another scolding from Mrs. Venida XP. And instead of having a quiz we did a seatwork instead!! (thank God) We were asked to pair up with people. And since I was

I dont know... @___@

2007-11-08T06:44:00.001-08:00

The weekend is almost here, and gawd, I have a lot of work to do for our thesis.I'm glad that my groupmates are doing their part now... I'm giving them jobs to do, updating them on thesis crap constantly, and going back and forth to Mrs. Grafil in order to "strengthen" this stupid study.(on that note: Ianah, always remember that there are people who care :D [and who will give you a chocolate or

Sembreak's Almost Over TT___TT

2007-11-03T21:06:00.000-07:00

Went to EK yesterday *sarcastic woot*... don't get me wrong though, it was fun ^^. But it's hard to have fun with my sister @___@. I have no idea how to bond with her XP... She's never seen me hyper, so blah @__@.The most fun we had together was making fun of this dude in pink who was hiding behind his buddy terrified while we were trying our best to fake screaming for our lives X___x. We were on

Tuesday o__o

2007-10-30T17:33:00.000-07:00

(hahaha! boring title XD)Wow.Yesterday was a tiring day.I woke up at around 7 in the morning just to meet my groupmates at around 8. Gawsh, I'm tired of waking up early XP. We went to Ateneo de Manila (MY FUTURE SCHOOL <3...hopefully) and did research in the Rizal Library to do research for our deathly difficult research topic.And golly... we found SO MANY references @____@ I'm going to have a

Intrams O7

2007-10-29T01:23:00.000-07:00

Wooooooooooot!!!INTRAMS IS OVAH!!Those three days had been a tiring one. Although chess is a mind game, being tired mentally does take a toll out of you. Plus the pressure embedded on us to win made it all worse.Even before the intrams, we were already too tired to compete. And it was on the day before the games when we chilled, but it wasnt enough to get rid of our nerves.It was utterly nerve

Something Random

2007-10-23T05:08:00.000-07:00

My brother said something really sweet yesterday [and I'm not a person who would usually call people sweet... so savor it].I was apologizing for losing the lyrics to his FIRST EVER ACCOMPLISHED SONG. But I tried looking for it because I was POSITIVE that it was with wherever my French handout is >______>.So last night, I was inquiring if he was going to have the song recorded by his band "An

I feel tired @___@

2007-10-20T07:01:00.000-07:00

(title has no connection to the entry...)Damn... you are SOOOO much more emo than a certain person...The only good thing about your entry(iieeeees) is(are) that... your grammar is WAY better.GOD... I hope I wont be like that. Sometimes... I think that it's too good to be true... Because, well.. it is. And it scares me sometimes when I think into the future. But then, I dont want to anymore... ^__

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2007-10-16T05:48:00.000-07:00

While waiting for my Thesis group mate for me to get our RRL from her... I shall blog XDYesterday was our free day ^___^You'd think that on that day I'd wake up late, laze around, watch TV, or just plain go to sleep. Oh how wrong you are my dear dear friend.I woke up early in the morning just to give my friends their slaved over palancas... I didn't lose sleep for nothing y'know.Soon after, I

Delighted :)

2007-10-09T06:17:00.000-07:00

Why Delighted?'cause I dont want to use the word Happy.Joke lang ;P.It's 'cause... SIR VELARDE APPROVED MY ED CARTOON!!! yey!!! ^^Wahahahahahaha!!..Finally. It was the third one that I submitted to him.T'was a good thing my symbolism was flexible enough that the only thing I needed to change was the labeling. wee! :)Also, I'm VERY happy with my Math grade for this quarter :). And with the new

After Work... There's More Work... Sigh...

2007-10-06T19:18:00.000-07:00

*My thoughts are mixed. So bear with me... I just woke up... sort of...*Rawr. Exams are over. WEE! and I think I'll be failing Econ, Research, Physics, Math (come-çi come-ça), English, and Filipino. French and C.L., I'll DIE if I fail. haha!And.. Sam's Belated Bday celeb was fun. Although we mostly just ate and took a studio pic, at least we got to spend time with each other :D.Damn... I never

After Hell's Been Conquered

2007-09-29T08:42:00.000-07:00

Inferno week is over and I've spent the day resting even though I know that I have to to re-copy ALL my notes to their respective notebooks.Filipino and Physics will take me ALL day @__@.But I didnt start on them because my pen went missing last week (it's disheartening!!). But I bought a new one because I couldnt write.. hahaha! *curses OC-ness*HELL WEEKMONDAYJournalism Comp. at Rizal HighWas a

From Time to Time... I'm Actually Happy :)

2007-09-22T04:59:00.000-07:00

This week was just a bitter taste and nothing like what I'm going to go through next week.I mean, I've been so busy, tired, and lacked so much sleep that I couldnt even concentrate in class anymore. I mean, it's unbelievable. Even in math I've stupidly answer "DUH" items wrongly. And now, I'm going to pay it through my report card. I even mis-read items in Economics!! Nani wa kotta?! TT__TTNow

Burdened

2007-09-20T07:26:00.001-07:00

I...am moody :).I want to rant. Because, frankly, it's hard to just keep this inside when everyday, the mere sight and existence of something can just trigger an unwanted thought that would ruin your day.I can't explain... not here...Sometimes it's a matter of thinking how you have no choice but to protect others from yourself.I'll keep this short before I make a whole speech's length full of

Je suis (really) fatiguee

2007-09-13T07:40:00.000-07:00

Okay.See here....Oh dear God...PLEASE SLAP MEI'm soooooooooooooo shallow *cries*If only I wasn't a person with a lot of pride (yes, I REALLY am... you just havent seen it yet..) then I'd cry my eyes out with all this... uhm... let's call it... paranoia. XDD haha!I'd never admit this to anyone, but yeah... this "paranoia" is killing me.Every time "it" happens, I'd smile, laugh, and go with the

Self-confuzzlingess...

2007-09-06T07:59:00.000-07:00

I feel retarded. Seriously.Pessimism has totally brain-washed me and GAH!!! I want it GONE...But it's hard to face the inner battles that dont mean anything.I mean, being problematic for no reason...Looking for a reason to be upset...Being paranoid that not everything may be alright...I can't turn it off... I just cant...Or am I just really upset about something I just don't know what it is?Like.

Rollercoastah

2007-09-02T01:26:00.000-07:00

Woot! New Layout! hahaha!Inspired by Surf's Up. (DUH.....)I <3 Chicken Joe XD, 'cause I <3 Jon Heder XD!He's just so adorable. ^^But despite its adorableness... sooner or later, I bet I'd be changing this layout back to my old one. XDA happy theme does NOT suit me since most of my entries contain angst, spite and disdain to the world.I just put this up for the heck of it XDAnywho.Yesterday. @___@

ROTFLMAO: seriously

2007-08-30T06:58:00.000-07:00

I was searching Anecdotes and found a site... and I just I wanted to share these 'cause they just made me laugh SO HARD!!It's either that, or I'm just REALLY corny today.But anyways... Enjoi XDTeacherA teacher asks her class, "If there are 5 birds sitting on a fence and you shoot one of them, how many will be left?" She calls on little Johnny. He replies, "None, they all fly away with the first

Lol. Colorgenics XD

2007-08-28T05:43:00.000-07:00

I took a test that I got from Gail's blog >>http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm . Take it if you feel like it.This test, in its own very weird way, is true.You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this

Three days...

2007-08-15T19:33:00.000-07:00

Sigh. 3 long days of being sick.Not counting the days when it began.I feel better though. :). I'm not as dizzy as I was from the first 2 days, but I'm fighting the "spinning into abyss" feeling as I sit in front of this PC. haha!Stupid fevers. They always reach my in the afternoon, and I always get that "You're not really sick" stare from the doctors at the clinic every time I visit.So... HA! I

Random Shallowness...

2007-08-10T05:18:00.000-07:00

[It's long... and there's cursing involved... what's new??]All I want to do is curse all night for being so fucking careless...GAH!!It's one thing to lose something that you can replace in a jiffy... It's another to loose something that you have to have 2-3 days to re-do. And with the utterly hectic schedule... maybe even WEEKS!!Gawd freaking demmit!!!I don't think anything in this godforsaken

Achoo... achoo!! >__<.. sniffle... UPCAT

2007-08-05T04:11:00.000-07:00

[*refers to the title* this is what happens when the stranger you're forced to be seated with has the sniffles... gah....! >_____<]~~~This morning as I woke up, my heart was racing as I tried to recall everything that I needed to bring to UP. And by the time I left my house, I could only scream on the inside. ^^When we did reach UP, I heard my dad say the word "traffic" and I had a temporary

It's All Pilling Up...

2007-07-30T08:24:00.000-07:00

Phuck'et.My eyes are tired, my neck can't turn without feeling a jolt of pain, and my back is in HORRIBLE TWISTED OWIE-NESS!!! TT___TTThis is what happens when you spend one night making something crappy, then followed by some other random night trying to replace that sorry piece of crap that you submitted in the first place. This includes reading things that have to be finished like 2 weeks ago

Sherlock Ain't Got Gothing On Me XD

2007-07-25T06:13:00.000-07:00

Prolonged sickness and weak on the insideWorsened by shadowing glaresA mask worn to shun the painBut faded for every tear weptHidden, subdued, self-mocked to wiltStabbed to bleed and suffer aloneAnd though embrace could numb the painThe second't released, the fantasy fadeEach day reality slaps across the faceUnmerciful, demanding and forsakenThe yearn to cry, forbidden the willDue to guilt,

Busy Confuzzling Circumstances

2007-07-20T05:36:00.000-07:00

Hah. I wished for better start but I got a better ending.This week... I've been all over the place... actually no... more of... all over the classroom. (minus my running everywhere today as Sir V's messenger)Our music presentation's over and though our song wasnt picked (why would it be?) at least I got the better end of it all by still being picked to be the instrumentalist. ^^ ;Pwoot! *sings*

Wishing for a Better Start

2007-07-15T00:11:00.000-07:00

My usual disclaimer: Long entry... but minus the cursing this time :)Holy Mother of God.Last week was a VERY tiring week for me, to the very point that I caught the sniffles. Because my lack of rest had apparently affected my immune system. Thus the fact that my allergies caught on and POOF: A whole week of wet hankies and wasted tissues in the bin.Gah... gross...I can say that I'm better than my

Gone Locco

2007-07-09T05:05:00.000-07:00

Being so incredibly Emo for some odd reasonEntry contains cursing.My day went SOOOOOO badly today. Not only did I have lack of sleep, I woke up late. Ergo, I had wet hair when I got to school. That was just a minor bad start of the day...I had physics wherein I couldnt help it but doze off every once in a while. So, you can say that I didnt listen... But I did... though barely. Same thing

It Doesnt Just End that Simply

2007-07-04T06:21:00.000-07:00

Ang panget.I just summarized some events down yonder.Haaaay. I'm really tired. And I have to worry about so many things for next week. Gawd damn.~Music Voicings and Choreo~Presentation on our Olympian~I.P. proposalIf I missed anything... Shoot me.I have still yet to feel the responsibility adrenalyn to shock me and have me enjoy this suffering....Gah. Oh wells..On to the summarized events...I ish

Bala lalalala bumbum o__o

2007-07-03T05:50:00.000-07:00

I just feel like updating. hahahaha XDDWaaah!! Miss ko na si Kaoru (tama ba spelling Hoki??? o__o)wala lang. randonimity. GAH!! I miss Phantom of the Opera too... *sniff* last time I remember watching it was 2nd year. It was the day before the 3rd quarter exam for Bio and I used the whole day to watch the movie 10 times. hahahahaha!! And guess what.... I PASSED THE EXAM!!!! [kids... Dont try that

NO FUCKING WAY!!!

2007-06-26T04:56:00.000-07:00

UPDATED!!!!I learned something today in EconomicsOMG PEOPLE HELP STOP PIRACY!!!!Did you people know that Bin Laden came here to the Philippines?? And NOT ONLY THAT! It was said that he planned the bombing of the W.T.C. while he was HERE!!! And that the freaking pilot who flew the stupid plane learned how to fly HERE IN THE PHILIPPINES!!!ASK ME WHY???!!COZ OUR FREAKING GOVERNMENT DOESNT HAVE GOOD

Woot!! Happy Day!!

2007-06-18T04:48:00.000-07:00

Hahaha!!! I got in the French Elective!!!!So, God's watching me after all. Even if it's just a smidgen. ^^Phew. I was at least that's one enjoyable thing about this day. ^^Pfffft. That's what I get for sleeping and waking up late. It causes everything to be done in a rushed manner. Because of un-properly-masticated food and the still on going summer heat I didnt exactly feel well 'cause of it.But

School's Back

2007-06-15T05:54:00.000-07:00

The first day of school was sort of fun. Haha! My throat hurt from all of the screaming. In most first days of school I dont scream my throat to soarness, but this was different. My bro chipped in with the realization before I got down from my car. He said "Today is your last first day in St. Paul" so I had to make it a bit memorable.First on to the positive aspect of the first few days.I got to

Lovin' the 90's <3

2007-06-11T04:13:00.000-07:00

Hay... I made an entry about my trip this weekend. But I'm not in the mood to post it right now... I'm posting just to say that I'm LSS-ing on this song I heard in Mercury while waiting for my Dad's meds on our stop-over on our way to Tagaytay. XDHahaha. You've gotta love the 90's. <3 'cause I do ;P25 minutesMicheal Learns to RockAfter some time I´vefinally made up my mindshe is the girl and I

In Glee, though Bummed, but Alright :)

2007-06-06T06:14:00.000-07:00

Even if the world treats you like shit, just remember that shit gets cleaned up eventually XDDDD~~~After hours of reading the most giddinlgy amusing and tasteful fanfic that I've read in years... (still going gaga over it mind you)... there's something that I have to place up for this day.It's been two years since that awful day and I'm dedicating this entry to Nicole Anne Rodriguez/McCoy. Ahehe.

A Little Adventure XDD

2007-06-02T23:05:00.000-07:00

Before you start: Can my blog's bg bee seen??? X___x I cant see it XP~~~Warning: Long, not that much creatively written, entry >___<~~~The past two days were really... well... adventurous XDLast Friday, I went to meet up with Taki and Hoki.It was supposed to be a time for those two to bond y'know. Then came Taki's test thing in chemistry, and she needed help. So, in the end, I was brought in

Looking Into the Future

2007-05-27T05:52:00.000-07:00

It's been a stressful week @___@Chess is back. Back again... hahaha (bad slim shady pun XP)But it's also fun since I get to spend time with teammates and be with another crowd of peeps.Though I have to say that I have a feeling that they think we're annoying @__@. Ingay kasi namin eh. But that's the SPCP chess team for 'ya. XDDDBut despite the added stress, good news is, yesterday was our last

Head's a Swirlin'

2007-05-24T03:12:00.000-07:00

First of all....Tanjoubi Omedettou Hoki-kun ^-^Ulit...hehe ^^~~~~~~~~~~~~Hope to not bum anyone else though... but, yeah. Blogging is theraputical...~~~~~~~~~~~~*curse curse curse curse curse curse curse curse curse curse curse curse *How smart am I to fail an exam even when the teacher says "open module"?Gah.Time is NOT my friendAnd I keep re-learning that fact every tuesday, thursday, and

Updating, Just 'cause

2007-05-18T05:55:00.001-07:00

God damn.... some people are just toooo goood @____@CLICK and check'it outOne reason why I know that I wont make it in any business and that I'll be doomed to be locked in an office cubicle typing down reports. *sigh*Oh wells.... I have nothing more to say...Oooooooh!!! wait... looooooookie the lyrics: (Spoken by Timon.) "What'd you want me to do dress in drag and do the hula?!?"(Sung by Timon)

Makooobaracha o__o

2007-05-15T06:59:00.001-07:00

Im dizzy. @___@I woke up at 6 am but slept at 4 am coz I couldnt sleep TT___TTAnd why'd I sleep at 4 am you ask??It's coz I woke up at 3 pm the day before.And why'd I wake up at 3 pm??It's coz I slept 3 am that day.Why'd I sleep at 3 am??Blame the blizzard from Dairy Queen, The Condemned, and my bro who wanted to record us playing the guitar together.He's the lead of course.Oh wells.. Life.I'm at

Whole lotta strike ^^

2007-05-10T05:43:00.000-07:00

Random accomplishments: ^^~At 200k in Neopoints XD~Got a medal in Snow Wars!! Yahoo!!~Got a considerably good grade in Math 1 XDD (babaw)~Found a way to get rid of "that" distraction!! bwahahaha: (just look for a different and more tolerable distraction. ;P. XDD)~Learned a new song on the guitar ^^. (thanks bro)~and... hmm.... slept early for once last tuesday... XDDDD labo...

ABSORB... X___x

2007-05-05T05:16:00.000-07:00

Le Title is le word of zeh day.XD~~~~I felt really bummed when I got home from Experts today.I feel like I dont deserve to pass any of the college entrance exams.I dont know if my attitude today is because of ahemthatmonthlythingahem or for whatever fucked up reason that I have brewing in my head. All I know is, my performance today sucked like a baby yearning for his pacifier and I dont like