The Hell Hole Fucktard Weekend

Heads Up!!: Long Post!!~

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We all know how much we all despise the man who claims that without him, the fair wouldnt be successful. However, in my opinion, the fair would've been better if we didnt have it. There was very little time for something that had too much expectations.

Personally, I'm tired of proclaiming the absolute truth. Which is of course that he's an absolute ass. So I decided that I'd blog on other things that's been roaming around in this head of mine.

*Inspired by the creative writting class btw. :)*

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Thursday

Nothing exciting. I was just happy to be able to finish our exhibit for chess ;P.

However, it was still tiring.

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Friday

Another run-around day.

I still came early just for the chess exhibit, but I had to run multiple errands just for the video. And unfortunately, it never showed.

This was the day however that I embarassed myself along with my "partner-in-crime" Tintin L, by screaming from the top of our lungs promoting our D.I. booth, monologuing amongst a random set of silent people, and promoting our very very talented artists. :)

But that was the day that I was sick to my stomach despite the fact that I had to watch and tolerate my friends act it out to avoid this creepo who cant help it but tail around. And then again, I got prizes for beating random people at chess, so no biggy :P.

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Saturday.

Why is it that every fair I always recieve bad news?.. and worse, it's always on the same day.

It's always on our fair's saturday that someone would just whisper some information that would upset me for a long period of time. But I'm not saying it's their fault for sharing that information. At least it came from them and not someone else. However, why is it always that nearing the end of the year there will always be some information that might jeopardize the entirety of the next school year?

Freshmen year, I found out that a friend of mine went home early because she was upset about something. The later part of this is too something I'd rather not discuss though.

Sophomore year, another friend told me that she might move to a different country (It's not someone older or younger than I am, she was born the same year as I so you're probably oblivious about this information). This year was a very topsy turvy one, so at the time it struck me hard. However, I'm delighted to say that she's still here :).

Now, Junior year, a peice of information that upset me that afternoon. I dont want to be specific about it, but it would just be a bitch if that a-hole would just do anything without the consent of others. Sigh, it's hard to understand, and I'd hate to be rhedundant, but it was terribly upsetting (it's hard to say how much).

Let's not forget thought about the Chess tourney wherein majority of us were Creamed. Those Ateneans wouldnt see the light of day the next time they see me, or any of us for that matter. Lucky for them our heads weren't at the right places... But the exposure was nice though ;P.

Not only that, the variety show was a dud, a complete flop of the year, but of course I have to give props to those who worked hard to make it happen :). But I have to say, it was "Velarde is full of B.S. day" *must stop there before I rant*.

We love you Ms. Baldemor :).

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Sunday.

Despite the dullness of it all, I enjoyed the fact that I didnt have to work. I was at least able to spend time with a couple of my friends and become hyper enough to FINALLY try out scramble.

Trust me, it wasnt all that it's cracked up to be XP. And as usual, like last year, I was sick to my stomach after the ride (I sooo prefer and terribly miss rollercoasters(sp?)). X_x... But what bummed me out was that I left so soon after waiting for a few friends to come back from their "jobs".

Oh wells. Might as well make the most out of summer ne? ;P.

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It doesnt end there, coz this is where the inspiration starts.
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It's true that history can repeat itself, and a lot of us are too afraid to take the brave leap because of what happened to somebody else. Believe me. I refuse to take the chance because I dont want to repeat what happened because of lack of rationality and the WRONG advice from the most fucked up person in the world. I was stupid and almost (figuratively) died.

But let's face it. There are some elements of that particular history that's different from a current situation that I'm handling. For instance, there is no war between any worlds as far as I can say. Jealousy is not going to be the issue of a broken treaty. And plus, who is going to take this seriously enough to fight over whatever history's example continues to scare us with?

I dont mind to continue on dreaming and seeing all of our efforts go to waste even with the probability that our intentions may soon wither. I've grown from my mistakes to know that everything happens for a reason. And no matter how much anybody in this world wants to get what they dream of, I'll continue to be contented with what life may be able to give me.

I'm confusing myself altogether, and you probably are too. But I dont expect you to understand because I dont want you to.

I'm writting (or in this case—typing) because I'm inspired to write whatever's in my head right now and I dont want to lose it and just think about it to let it go to waste.

I respect "that" and I'll continue to smile, because at least I know that... I'm NOT dellusional!!! XDD
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Now. Back to reality. With Homework and all that jazz.

I could care less now, after all that hard work.

Like I said, I'm tired of complaining ;P.

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Update: a shot of Happeh N.Y. Kitty-Bark when I got home last sunday XD

I know it's a long name. Just call him Happeh XD