damn im bored

i feel like updating this O_O
so hehehe.... here i go :D
[this is what happens when you're bored outta your mind]

RANDOM RAMBLINGS!!!

no im NOT finished with Angels and Demons, but at least its getting more interesting than i expected... and plus how the hell do you expect me to read it when i was SOO busy with chess and coming home with nothing but chess openings and endings to so happily prance around in my head last week... [can you say headache?]

I FINALLY found a copy of Gaston Leroux's Phantom of the Opera. but sadly its not the cheap copy T_T so lugi ako dun...

I FOUND A PLACE WHERE THEY SELL A COPY OF A TALE OF GENJI! imagine my damn suprise! but its over 13 hundred bucks... so i have to wait for Christmas T_T

I still havent watched FFAC... i have the vcd but i keep forgetting to watch it T_T i even have FF the last order *evil grin*... i havent met ANYONE who has watched it yet ^^

My mom promised me a European tour after college! wootness! i know it's WAAAY too early for that... but HELLO! it doesnt hurt to ask early ^_^

I now consider the internet as my LONE source for entertainment whenever i take a break from reading books. The phone NEVER rings anymore so i dont dare to rely on it anymore and i stopped watching TV since the exams last month... and because of this practice MY GRADES WENT A HELL LOT HIGHER!

my journal is missing... CRIES!!... i cant write! which sucks! coz i havent been updating! gwarg! someone has stolerfied it! T_T

but thats not the only thing thats missing... something IS missing. but i dont know what the hell it is... i cant say though... v.v... sigh... whatever that is... i hope i find it... coz i find myself thinking into nothingness as my mind wanders through memories searching for something. either that or im reminding myself of the better days... nonetheless... something's missing...
I prolly miss the good old days from last year [ngek...] things were so ubberly different compared to this year... sigh... well... i cant do anything about it.. life really changes in twisted ways... people grow apart and meet new people no matter how fuglified they are who try to drag them out of your life because of their godforsaken selfishness and shallowness who try and stolerfy those precious people from your life away coz they all want them solely for THEMSELVES...
calm down k-chan...
you're random ramblings turned into rants...
OH RIGHT!!
hehehe

i dunno what else to say coz nothing much has been happening...

*cries* i want to celebrate halloween with Demi but i think i wont be able to even go to her house... oh wells...

like i said random... sigh...

ENJOY YOUR SEMBREAKS PEOPLE!