Heart Heart!!
I LOVE CRONICKITTEN!!!!!
OMFG! SHE SAID THAT SHE'LL GIVE ME 10 FREAKIN K AND A GWEE THE DRAGON IF I JUST DRAW A CHIBI OF HER AND HER AVI!!!!
I LOVE CRONICKITTEN!!!!
She's a cultmate of mine in this site called VF. OMFG I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! *is effing crazy coz it's the first time that I would be able to recieve such a huge amount of gold in Gaia*
okay k-chan... calm down....
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K-CHAN'S UPDATE!!
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I can now conclude that I suck at lotsa things!! that I suck when it comes to time pressure and that I slack off too much!! no matter how hard I really try I REALLY REALLY EFFING SUCK *has a fake smile on*
okay, why am I saying this?? well, basta... I screwed something so simple up that I'm so effing pissed about it. Even if I did have lotsa fun today, especially during lunch when we practiced for chess. After that... I didnt feel much of anything. I'm only happy when "required".
Have you ever felt like there's nothing to be happy about? I mean, there's friends and all... but why is it that it never lasts? I know... I know... happiness really never lasts. But still... this seems different. Annoyingly different. It's like there's this void that needs to be filled. I dont get myself anymore *sigh*
I have to choose... academics or studies. For me, it's impossible to balance, for me at least. I'm not naturally smart so I REALLY have to work hard. I have other things to attend to aswell. I know it would sound selfish but I have like DA, VF, and GAIA on my mind too. Not to mention all those people in the classroom that want drawings of themselves.
I'm not mentioning anyone in particular, but I'll just be making 2 free drawings and THAT'S IT!! I'LL BE CHARGING NEXT TIME!!! it's just 20 bucks naman eh. My drawings arent worth anything above that. haha.
okay, that was a big mood swing. Oh wells. I'm sill happy coz of CronicKitten :D and still pissed coz of the thing that I was refering to earlier. hehehe. oh wellz. tha'sol for now ^_^
I shall go pray that I will pass the elimination in chess next week TT__TT
feeling ko nga hindi eh
OMFG! SHE SAID THAT SHE'LL GIVE ME 10 FREAKIN K AND A GWEE THE DRAGON IF I JUST DRAW A CHIBI OF HER AND HER AVI!!!!
I LOVE CRONICKITTEN!!!!
She's a cultmate of mine in this site called VF. OMFG I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! *is effing crazy coz it's the first time that I would be able to recieve such a huge amount of gold in Gaia*
okay k-chan... calm down....
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K-CHAN'S UPDATE!!
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I can now conclude that I suck at lotsa things!! that I suck when it comes to time pressure and that I slack off too much!! no matter how hard I really try I REALLY REALLY EFFING SUCK *has a fake smile on*
okay, why am I saying this?? well, basta... I screwed something so simple up that I'm so effing pissed about it. Even if I did have lotsa fun today, especially during lunch when we practiced for chess. After that... I didnt feel much of anything. I'm only happy when "required".
Have you ever felt like there's nothing to be happy about? I mean, there's friends and all... but why is it that it never lasts? I know... I know... happiness really never lasts. But still... this seems different. Annoyingly different. It's like there's this void that needs to be filled. I dont get myself anymore *sigh*
I have to choose... academics or studies. For me, it's impossible to balance, for me at least. I'm not naturally smart so I REALLY have to work hard. I have other things to attend to aswell. I know it would sound selfish but I have like DA, VF, and GAIA on my mind too. Not to mention all those people in the classroom that want drawings of themselves.
I'm not mentioning anyone in particular, but I'll just be making 2 free drawings and THAT'S IT!! I'LL BE CHARGING NEXT TIME!!! it's just 20 bucks naman eh. My drawings arent worth anything above that. haha.
okay, that was a big mood swing. Oh wells. I'm sill happy coz of CronicKitten :D and still pissed coz of the thing that I was refering to earlier. hehehe. oh wellz. tha'sol for now ^_^
I shall go pray that I will pass the elimination in chess next week TT__TT
feeling ko nga hindi eh

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