Digging My own Grave by Blogging XP

What a disgrace.

I was just kicked in the ass by Kharma herself. Ha! I knew that all this was too good to be true. I knew that there was going to be some sort of price for me to pay after all the luck she gave me. Unfortunately, she's taking it out on one of the most improtant weeks of the quarter.

Sigh. It's not cool to cry over spilled milk, even if I didnt get chocolate or 6/4. Oh wells. It's a miracle that I'm not really jumping around and screaming how idiotic I am.

Pfft. Out of all the weeks where my common sense would abandon me. *glares*

If I miss something obvious during Geom tomorrow, there'll be a pair of scissors at home just waiting to penetrate on flesh.

Dont take that seriously though.

I may be academicaly impared but I'm not that special.

This just goes to show that book smarts aint all that. It's once again I've been fooling myself and that I end up screwing myself over all the things I've worked hard on.... again.

Even if life is supposed to have these godforsaken ups and downs, this isn't a good feeling. And what's worse... we have no choice but to live with it. Because it's all in the past and we cant do anything to get it back.

Right now I'm doing the stupid choice of going to the PC and typing down my thoughts. I dont really give a damn.

World His... Geom... Bring it on! As for filipino... fuck it. No matter what I do I still get low marks.

...Maybe God doesnt want me to succeed.
Or this is the punishment I get for too much Pride, Envy, Anger and Sloth.
Yeah, I can feel it. No matter what I say, or how good I am, there'll always be this catch wherein I wont get things right. And you wanna know why? Coz I'm not greatful for anything.

Or is it just, my expectations with myself are too high, That I'm just doing this to myself without realizing it?

Oh well, tomorrow is another day. And to think our brains wont be charged enough for the following day. G'luck na lang sa akin.