Water Work Mania
retreat woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot!!!
We started our overnight retreat 2 days ago [and now its finished] ^-^ and i loved it so much. In this retreat, it was the first time I actually felt what the facilitator wanted me to feel... the missing of my family and friends. Normally I wouldnt be moved by that... but there were just some recent incidents that just brought me to tears. Also, one reason why I loved it so much is because of my classmates, and the delish food hehehe. There is no person in that room that i dislike—oops wait, there's still *toot*[secret na namin yan]—but really, I had fun because of them THANKS CLASSMATES!.. specially mga kasama ko late last last night and my "groupmates" in the dining table... hehe
if ever anyone of my classmates is reading this... ahem... Thanks for the fun retreat and it would be as memorable to me if you werent there. Thanks for the palancas ^-^ and basta... trip ko lang mag thank you... you guys are the best [WEH!] lol
anyways... the reason why I really was tearing during the retreat is coz of a friend... we were talking about family at the time.. the facilitator was telling a story how a student's mom punished her for not taping her favorite soap opera and the reason why the student lives happilly is coz of her friends and classmates... it reminded me so much of nicole... and at the thought of her i remembered the qoute "You should always treasure your friendship"... which reminded me of another friend of mine that really really brought me to tears for some reason...
Prepare yourself! this is an emo moment... O.O
You see, I have a different sort of relationship with her and I never want to lose that. But recently... for the past weeks I noticed that at times she wont even look at me, that she doesnt even greet me back and when she does it looks like she was just forced to coz im THERE, and even before I left for the retreat, when I visited her and my other friends she didnt even budge and look at me or even take notice, and she doesnt call anymore so i always think that she has a problem that she wont tell me. There are a lot of days wherein you'd just see me wait by the phone all the time waiting for whatever call. and when i hear it ring from my room and the maid would answer it i keep on hoping that they'll call my name so i could pick it up. and when that doesnt happen i would be desperately contemplating in my room whether i should call her or not, but i feel that i cant coz in reality i have no idea how to approach her!
anyways... enough with the water works... >.>
Oh yeah! and after that I went to andrea's house to see if i can contact my house. [Damn my school, they can afford computers but they cant afford decent pay phones.] then it turns out that there's something wrong with my home phone >.> so i had to call with her parent's cell. then i stayed for dinner... GOSH! YOU SHOULD TRY HER COOKING! it's delish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i swear to my life its really really good!!!!!
Also in that day I found out that there's a new problem in one of the sets of my friends AGAIN!!! yes yes it's the set with yami-bak. I called her up last night and we talked about it... I was furius when I knew about that problem. And I feel it's all my fault... coz I told someone that i said to keep it a secret that yami-bak told me that she and rika are "together". damn that woman has betrayed my secrecy for the last time!!! she told mai that info coz she feels that blah blah the person has the right to know... then mai told tengky who told rika.... and now yami-bak tells me that tengky is mad at her AGAIN!... fuck! so there's another problem!!!
GODFORBID! And since I was emotionally unstable yesterday I was crying because of that problem... jesuschrist... that bunch of friends really TICK ME OFF!! specially rika. to heck with her. i dont want any part of this problem... *pretends that i'm talking to them* "IF YOU GUYS WANT TO FIX IT WELL THEN FUCK YOU, I WONT BE HELPING!!! TO HELL WITH IT! I DONT WANT TO BE BURDENDED BY SUCH STUPID OVER-ANALYZATION COZ YOU'RE PISSED WITH THE PERSON"... i only have four words for people like them
TO HELL WITH YOU!!!!!!!!
crappy jack-asses.... >.>
k. i think that pretty much sums it all up... so many have happened in just 2 days ^-^ fun huh? :D ^_^ ............................ >.>..
We started our overnight retreat 2 days ago [and now its finished] ^-^ and i loved it so much. In this retreat, it was the first time I actually felt what the facilitator wanted me to feel... the missing of my family and friends. Normally I wouldnt be moved by that... but there were just some recent incidents that just brought me to tears. Also, one reason why I loved it so much is because of my classmates, and the delish food hehehe. There is no person in that room that i dislike—oops wait, there's still *toot*[secret na namin yan]—but really, I had fun because of them THANKS CLASSMATES!.. specially mga kasama ko late last last night and my "groupmates" in the dining table... hehe
if ever anyone of my classmates is reading this... ahem... Thanks for the fun retreat and it would be as memorable to me if you werent there. Thanks for the palancas ^-^ and basta... trip ko lang mag thank you... you guys are the best [WEH!] lol
anyways... the reason why I really was tearing during the retreat is coz of a friend... we were talking about family at the time.. the facilitator was telling a story how a student's mom punished her for not taping her favorite soap opera and the reason why the student lives happilly is coz of her friends and classmates... it reminded me so much of nicole... and at the thought of her i remembered the qoute "You should always treasure your friendship"... which reminded me of another friend of mine that really really brought me to tears for some reason...
Prepare yourself! this is an emo moment... O.O
You see, I have a different sort of relationship with her and I never want to lose that. But recently... for the past weeks I noticed that at times she wont even look at me, that she doesnt even greet me back and when she does it looks like she was just forced to coz im THERE, and even before I left for the retreat, when I visited her and my other friends she didnt even budge and look at me or even take notice, and she doesnt call anymore so i always think that she has a problem that she wont tell me. There are a lot of days wherein you'd just see me wait by the phone all the time waiting for whatever call. and when i hear it ring from my room and the maid would answer it i keep on hoping that they'll call my name so i could pick it up. and when that doesnt happen i would be desperately contemplating in my room whether i should call her or not, but i feel that i cant coz in reality i have no idea how to approach her!
anyways... enough with the water works... >.>
Oh yeah! and after that I went to andrea's house to see if i can contact my house. [Damn my school, they can afford computers but they cant afford decent pay phones.] then it turns out that there's something wrong with my home phone >.> so i had to call with her parent's cell. then i stayed for dinner... GOSH! YOU SHOULD TRY HER COOKING! it's delish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i swear to my life its really really good!!!!!
Also in that day I found out that there's a new problem in one of the sets of my friends AGAIN!!! yes yes it's the set with yami-bak. I called her up last night and we talked about it... I was furius when I knew about that problem. And I feel it's all my fault... coz I told someone that i said to keep it a secret that yami-bak told me that she and rika are "together". damn that woman has betrayed my secrecy for the last time!!! she told mai that info coz she feels that blah blah the person has the right to know... then mai told tengky who told rika.... and now yami-bak tells me that tengky is mad at her AGAIN!... fuck! so there's another problem!!!
GODFORBID! And since I was emotionally unstable yesterday I was crying because of that problem... jesuschrist... that bunch of friends really TICK ME OFF!! specially rika. to heck with her. i dont want any part of this problem... *pretends that i'm talking to them* "IF YOU GUYS WANT TO FIX IT WELL THEN FUCK YOU, I WONT BE HELPING!!! TO HELL WITH IT! I DONT WANT TO BE BURDENDED BY SUCH STUPID OVER-ANALYZATION COZ YOU'RE PISSED WITH THE PERSON"... i only have four words for people like them
TO HELL WITH YOU!!!!!!!!
crappy jack-asses.... >.>
k. i think that pretty much sums it all up... so many have happened in just 2 days ^-^ fun huh? :D ^_^ ............................ >.>..
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